It's hard not to text /him/ when everyone I am texting to keep me preoccupied is either unavailable or blowing me off; he always texted me back and we'd talk all the time.

I'm feeling a wee bit lonely tonight.

I always come up with good writing ideas when I'm in the shower or the bath, but our water bill has been crazy-stupid high.

I cried at work today.

I literally woke up crying this morning and it hasn't gotten any better from there.

I had a really crappy long weekend, and it kind of hit me today just how overwhelming it really was.

I miss here, and I wish I didn't feel like I needed to isolate because I don't deserve friends, because there are so many people I miss from here.

And now, of course, it is BROILING in this Applebees; apparently there is only "on and off", no "middle".

It is FREEZING in this Applebees.

[There's] no rest, no comfort, and n͜o e͢͠s͝͏c̵̨̕a̵p͝͏e͏.